the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference."
I can't change my feelings. I simply will never not care. but that's okay, maybe I will get some answers in time, maybe I just need to be patient. until then, I'm left wondering! my subconscience picks up random bits of my past in dreams, which I can't seem to let go.. there used to be a time, when that fact would have made me very angry. now I can accept those emotions as part of the journey.
after starting yoga last summer, I feel a much better connection between my mind, body and soul. apart from the spiritual side, I have never since suffered from back pain as I do sit at a desk most of the day. recently I've joined a pole dance lesson as well, and it's heaps of fun: basically dancing plus a much needed workout, perfect for my spaghetti-arms. very excited for the warmer months to do more outdoor-sports, but also thinking of joining a gym for spring time! there are plenty of options around so I'm itching to give it a try at least.
living is learning, and I've thought about uni or courses I could join once again.. what I found I'm most lacking are social skills, but how do you improve that? there are several rhetoric courses available, but not really sure which to do.. I'm well aware that the easiest thing to do would be to just GO out there and talk to people! every gathering with more than 3-4 people, even if it's my friends, is too much for me at the moment, so I'm a little stuck. got a networking event coming up in three weeks so not much time anyway, I'll just have to wing it!
how's everybody's week so far?